Something New, Yeah!  We all get so busy in our everyday lives that we rarely get the chance to change anything on our own page. Finally today, I decided to write something new. There for a while, I was in the fire so much that I had alot to write about. It seemed the minute one trial was over, I was right back into another one. But lately things have been a little quiet in my house. Nothing major going on, and Im so thankful. I have finally had the time to rest, and to read and study. I have been reading so many books on people who have died and gone to the other side, and then returned to tell what they saw. And in every account of what they have seen, I have not read one that speaks about a place of torment for eternity. All of them have told of so much love and beauty, radiant colors and everything being so alive and full of joy and peace. Feeling a unconditional love that has never been felt before. How you use your mind and thoughts to create and move to one place or the other. How they found out that each of us has a light within us, and some glow brighter than others, depending on how much they have awakened to spirit. How our vibrations and energy depend on what we have come to see in spirit and what we open ourself up to. Rather or not we will live in fear of the power we possess inside of ourself, or have the faith to believe in that we were created in the Image of God and that we do possess His Power Within Us. I have so enjoyed reading these wonderful books. I never realized that our local library would have such spiritual eye opening material. I hunger so much for wisdom and knowledge of the Spirit. For I long to see my Daughter Niki while heaven and earth are kissing. Its kind of amazing too when you find out that heaven is not what you were taught in organized religion, its much better. And to find out that heaven is not that place you think it is up there. We are much closer to heaven than we realize. Its just a thought away. God Bless!

What do most religious systems teach us? Beware of false religions, dont ever look outside the box of religion and their teachings, beware of the New Age Movement, if anyone tells you to look inside yourself to find God, that's New Age. My Mom taught me to beware of almost everything. Unicorns are demonic, the Ying Yang Sign is demonic, she even told me that the rainbow was demonic because the Gay Society uses it. She had me so locked up in a box of fear that I felt I was doomed. I was taught to worship a God that is up there somewhere, and to beware of the Devil who was also out there somewhere, always in wait to get me. And that I needed to pray certain prayers to keep the devil at bay. God bless my Mom, as she didnt know any better herself. This is also what Church taught me. In all the years I attended church, bible study groups, revivals and retreats, its sad to say, but I was learning of a false God, and false doctrine. Thank God my veil was taken away, so now I see clearly. I wish I could say all my fears were taken from me, but Im not quite there yet. Workin on it though. All of my religious fears are gone though. Fear of the devil, fear of things demonic, fear of opening myself and my mind to new idea's. The fear of looking inside myself to find the True God. I finally stepped outside the box of religion because I desired to know who God really is, and not the God of Religious Doctrine. I think sometimes, why do these Minister's that know at least some truth make the decision to stay behind those pulpits telling people lies? What do they have to gain by this? But then God shows me Greed and Power, and Fame. Oh how hard it is for a rich man to find heaven. If they tell you truth, that you are an able Minister of God's Word, that you just need to realize who you are in Christ. And that the Bible clearly states that He wont be found in a building made with hands anymore, that He is inside of you, and that your search should start there. Then all of their money goes away to build bigger and more beautiful church buildings, and houses for them. They lose their fame, they lose their congregations. They cant tell you there is no fiery place of torment for eternity called hell, if they do that, they lose their scare tactics to keep you coming back. But everyday God is rescueing more and more people from the claws of a dead religion. And someday soon those buildings made with hands are coming down, false doctrine is coming down, greed driven preachers are coming down. There will be an awareness of The Christ in all of us. I look forward to this day with such a Joy in my heart. God Bless!

After reading some of the writings on the message board from Bev, Mike, Gayle, Tom (Buick Brother), it could make me feel so uneducated, because their writings are so advanced. Im a very simple person, and not real educated. But I hope there are people who read what I write and find theirself more on my level of understanding. God knows where each of us are, and in our intellect. I dont know if I will ever be able to keep up with the Big Dogs, as I am maybe meant to be a Small Pup, so that I can relate to the simple. I have a hard time retaining some things that I learn. My memory isnt the best. But I believe for the moment, Im right where God wants me. But I love reading what The Big Dogs write, as I do understand some of it. Love You Guys,   Marla